we aite .

Bonjour , i should be sleeping or doing homework , but id rather blog while listening to some Jay Electronica.
   well , where do i start , start with a positive , i got to see my bestfriend priscilla last night ! yeeeeeeeeeee . haven't seen her in a while and it was pretty cool , even though i was in a pissy mood kinda sorta . we took tons of pictures , heres are two of my favorites . . .

anyways , michael, bj, denise, priscilla and i hung out at michael's house and watched "Get Him to The Greek" . good times . ahah . after i left michael's i went had more fun , ahaha . yeah , ill leave it at that , but one thing shouldn't have happened that night , and yeah , its iffy . 

still thinking on what path i should take . . . someone is still going to get hurt in the end though . which sucks , i hate hurting people , one because i know how it feels , two because no one deserves to be hurt . 

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

. . . maybe i'm over thinking . . . or its just my indecisiveness showing . . . maybe even my selfishness . . . and greed. 

Title?

Hello fellow blog readers . how have you been ? good good . :]

lately , life has been a rollercoaster, but i've been handling it well , ya know .

first of all , I WAS ACCEPTED TO MIZZOU , AND RECIEVED A SCHOLARSHIP ! yomp yomp , so excited . i couldnt stop shaking after i opened the letter . so happy , mizzou was in my top five . hopefully i get accepted to baylor or lsu though . really where i want to go .

i had thoughts, horrible thoughts, but likely i had some great people, moms, pops, friends, family, and my coach, to help me get through those bad times and lend me some great advice , so very thankful for that .

but , i've been having troubles lately . situations were getting out of hand , i was handling them immaturely by hiding and lying. horrible mistake , but i apologize . sorry for the hurt i put you through .

now i need to decide on what i should do , even though i think i have it . still though , need time to think . this blog entry is kinda over the place .

and KID CUDI'S ALBUM IS AMAZING ! just a f.y.i. ya digg digg .

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
purdue :]

blog blog blog .

yo, where do i begin ? i have no idea . im just kinda going with the flow. just looking at the empty space where i can just fill words up with.

i need to work on my blog design

work-its getting better, my hours are getting shorter. bad and good thing. i get off work earlier, hangout with friends and ill have more time to do homework. bad, less hours=less money, and i dont play with my chedder . ahahah.

anyway , school is getting better . right now im sitting on a 3.0 i need to get it up . at least to a 3.8. i need to get to my average. i can do it. i know i can. im just lazy. i dont want to do the work, which is bad. at times i get serious, and my grades rise, then ill relax, and watch them fall. not who i am. i pay attention in class and get As and Bs , not Cs and Ds and Fs . i should really start to do more homework , meet deadlines , and actually do the work so that i can get to my goals , it'll only make things easier in the end if my work is done .

baylor and mizzou are colleges i've applied for , lsu and tcu are next , then other colleges .

track , offseason starts in two weeks . its going to be good for me , davies will have us running in those halls, and tim will get us hurdlers outside in the cold , and ill be happy . i was talking to jordan and christian the other day , telling them , i just love to run . its what makes me happy for some reason . if i had a choice , i would run everywh....wait i do have a choice , but then i would be tired . ahah . but running=happiness for me . got to the track , was all alone . had a great hurdle workout , and i was congratulating myself the whole time . 'yes, good one jason ,that was a good set right there. *claps hands* now lets get back and do better on the next one." thats what i was really telling myself , it was helping , next one , i would go harder and get lower and more aggressive and it would be better than the previous . and it got my mind off of alot of things , i was either just listening to my self breathe , sounds around me , or thinking about hurlding .

things with my friends , they need to get better . i want to be cool with everyone again . things to be l.... cant wish were things were like the past . i just want them to better , chato , son we've been separating , we need to hang more , wednesday. we go and get that nitendo 64. and we play the hail out of that game. we need to talk more, like the long talk we had at ming dragon , i was happy to be with you dude. priscilla, things need to get better with you, hate what you're going through now, i try hard to be there for you, you know that. you frustrate me,but i stay, one of us needs to get a car so you can get your vanilla ice cream. michael, you're still there kid. haha. christian and jordan we need to hang out more , we three rarely do anymore , lets go to perkins one of these days. nicole virgo same for you thug, we need to hang out more. for reals.

and as people know , me and nikki broke up . about two weeks ago, i liked her alot , it was unfortunate , things dont work out and stress levels begin to rise and you have to move on . but since then , i've been talking to kelsey madison , i like her . she's a good girl once you get to know her to be honest . many people judge before they get to know someone , and if you get past the physical features , and get deeper in the heart and mind you find out who someone truly is and thats how it is with her , of course i had people in my ear feeding me things about what she has done , but i was like i dont care . i want to get to know her for who she is before i pass judgement and im glad i did .

Love, Peace, Cheese
i turn 17 on saturday . . .

my happiness

is on the track. i feel free. doing what i love. hurdling. the only thing i think about is being great at that. everything else is just out of my mind and hurdling is what is. if i could hurdle while listening to music to mellow me out then i would probably be on cloud nine. i dont need stress in my life. my stress is small compared to others around the world. so i need to suck it up. be happy. and get back to my old self. happy. walking around. smiling.

Love, Peace

Since I've Been Gone.

hello blog. you have been the last thing on my mind. and will forever remain that way until i need to vent. and today is a perfect day. im going to start with positives

Positive[s]- 

1. i made the top ten for homecoming king. so excited. going to be escorting Meredith Hughes. Hope we win. :] vote for me seniors who read my blog. 
2. I have a girlfriend. Her name is Nicole Smith. i like her alot. she makes me happy. :]
3. rest in peace Clarence Lee, close family friend, going to his funeral made me realize life is short and the priest had me into it. though you are having troubles now, living life through jesus christ can get you through anything and will bring more postives.

Negative[s]-
i've been stressed lately. i can feel it and see it in my body. sluggish. tired. not on top of things. etc.
i have too much on my plate. family. friends[includes girlfriend] . school. track. job. clubs. sleep
i get very little of that now since i stay up to 1 or 2 in the morning doing homework and sorts. working 27 hours every week from the start is good from 'hey, at least im getting money so i can get stuff i need/want" but not from 'hey, i have to write a paper, hey i have to do this for my club, hey i have to see friends, ehy i have to work out" it messes with my schedule and with managers who dont care it sucks. i practically begged to get wednesday, thursday, or friday off for this week so that i can go homecoming shopping, otherwise i wouldn't have time, and they said i would be going out of my way to get you that. i was so pissed. thats why i hate working now. they piss me off.

another thing really stressing me out. is im not working out enough. i want to be dedicated, i want to be faster, stronger, more in shape, and a better all-around hudler than the next guy. but with my schedule its not working. last week i had to cancel a workout because of it and didnt get to work out until today. thats a shame. especially considering i want track to be my life.

but today, i turned to an adult i trust, tim fritson, asked him for advice on what i need to do to get things under control. he gave me the greatest advice i've received in a while. im going to test it out to see if it works for me. make a list of priorities. listing from most important to least. and complete them.

right now what i need to do, is finish this blog. do my homework. push-ups. shower. and sleep. then make a list in the morning of what needs to get done for that day.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
p.s. or sidenote. i get jealous at things alot. i need to stop that. because this stresses me out alot too.

workin'

workin'

the effin' people that come in bk. hahah. 

old people - you dont need this ish . its bad for you . trust me . you dont want burger king to be your last meal and make up your mind before hand on what you want and stop changing that shit . because i hate calling back to tell them not to make this and that . and dont confuse me on what you want . and speak . make sure you get that spit on the side of your mouth . also, stop chillin in bk for hours . its not a club . you eat and leave . 

nasty people- STOP LEAVING ALL YOUR EFFIN' TRASH IN THE SEAT AND NEWSPAPER AND TRAYS AND KETCHUP AND ISH . EFFIN' GROSS AND MAKES BK LOOK TRASHY . .

people who stare at the menu for days - you know what the eff we got . dont come in there asking if we got tacos and ish . and dont ask if we got a kids menu . you just stared up there for three minutes and couldnt find that big ass kids menu ?!?! piss me off . 

people who give me a penny when ish is like $5.27- why the eff did you just give me a effin' penny and six dollars ? wanna make my job more complicated and ish.

people who ask for a whopper with cheese and ask for no cheese - dumb dumb just ask for a whopper . 

people who ask for a anything with cheese and say plain but bring it back complaing that there is cheese on it - dumb dumb, asking for plain takes off condiments . not cheese . 

other people - eff you . ha

people who actually are nice and say my name - for some reason it makes my day at work . haha . 

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

p.s. longer update will be coming tomorrow whenever i get the chance . i might break it up depending on the length . :]

so nice.

dangg. i been pushin this to the side. haha. i was supposed to update on friday and was like tomorrow. then did the same on saturday. so here it is.

school has started. and its been amazing.
started last wednesday. i have class with some pretty cool people. my favorite classes are comm. arts, newspaper, and sculpture. maybe french. ehhh. haha. anyways. it feels good to be back in school really. it gives me something to do, instead of sittin home all day. also, get to see friends. interact and junk, nahwhatisayin? haha. and people loved my first story. i did to. im gonna save it. haha. :D

and i've been looking for jobs, sorta, not really. i need to start though because chik fil a isnt looking promising. hahah. so yeah.

and im gonna be starting some track workouts here pretty soon. maybe do one tomorrow for the heck of it. i need to. i feel out of shape. which isnt a good thing for me. uhhhhhhhhhh. anyway. about it. ha

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
p.s. i wore that shirt to school wednesday. no one caught me. so i didnt get in trouble. tlwg!
p.p.s. chato made me a dope kid cudi shirt. ill update on that tomorrow.

if you fall on the concrete thats yo asphalt .

oh man. i just got inspired to blog. Kanye West is playing on itunes. new song. the his verses are amazing. i cant wait until the finished version is out. maybe beyonce wont be in it. hopefully.lol.

anyway. i recently quit football. received great advice from alot of people to just be straight forward with my pops about why i didn't want to play. and he finally told me i didn't have to. woooooooooo!. no football. focus on a sport i truly love, track. mmmmmmmmm. feels good. although i did get one thing from the one morning i went to football. i needed to get back in my workout mode. so i've been lifting weights. today i worked on my wimpy chest. haa.

tomorrow i have a hurdle workout with my favorite hurdling family. :] yeeeeeeeeee.
oooo also, i get my first[and hopefully my only] attempt at my getting my driver's license. wish me luck.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
p.s. looking for a job is hard. chik-fil-a acting funny. im gonna keep calling them.lol. anyway. im gonna go on a serious job hunt tomorrow. sooooooooooooooooo. yeeeeee.
p.p.s. my son chato made me a kid cudi shirt. . . mmmmmmmmmmmmm. looks so dope.

kill the hypocrisy, this is an aristocracy. i'm socrates but my skin more chocolaty.

im just a major kanye fan. and i had to do it. just an update on kanye and his greatness.


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Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

at the family reunion...

...who we introducin'.

i promised an update after the family reunion. im just now getting to it. ..a week later. oh well.ha

by the way. i re-designed the blog. tell me how you like it. and my friend nicole has a blog. she started it. i convinced her to. :] here is the link [click here]

Friday[the 16th]-we set out to drive five hours to shreveport, la...but it ended up becoming an eight hour drive. only my family could do that. anyway. we were placed in this horrible hotel. rooms-small. nough said.

Saturday-our picnic. of course it would get rained out. so we had to move it indoors. and waiting for the food our family got embarrassed by some shreveport ballers. cant lie. they shot our eyes out. anyway. we got back to the hotel andswam in the rain. . fun. i didnt go to the banquet. felt kinda bad. sorta. ha. later that night we almost got kicked...we as in the teenagers...out for being to loud. i dont care what they were talking about. haha. my hotel..

Sunday-ready to leave the hotel. blah blah blah. driving ten hours to destin, fl...and i got to drive on the interstate. noice. felt good. haha. put in alot of hours.

Monday-went to the beach. it was nice. but all the algae was not for me. haha. ....thats all for the first day. haah.

Tuesday-More Beach. Walking on the boardwalk..it was hot. i was sunburnt and three shades darker. :[ . later that night. be and my cousins. all of us around the same age. went to a place called the Track. RIPOFF. i dont even want to talk about it.

Wednesday-left destin to go back to nawlins. i drove again. its pretty nice....

so thats my family vacation...and i was supposed to leave on the twenty fourth to go back to liberty. but yeah. aha. but  i am leaving on the third. have busniess to take care of. newspaper. find a job. track. that sorts of stuff. oh. and school.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

on the road again. . .

uuuuuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh uhuhuhuh[fake cry] im so sorry blog. sorry  that i have been mistreating you . i know  i've been away for a while now. it'll be a month in ten days since my last post . i didnt really have anything to talk about. i've just been sleeping. running. texting. chililn with my cousin jeremy. and thats about it.

but since im in the car on my way to my family reunion in Shreveport, LA i will have things to blog about .
so ill keep my blog followers/readers interested with the upcoming days.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

its long overdue.

this feeling inside is really getting to me. indescribable.

im always stuck in between it. confliction.

the road is forked, i have to choose a path.

things would be easier if everything was how i wanted them to be.

liberty.

new orleans.

i have to choose the right path.

friends.

family.

which way to go.

education.

just breeze by.

im so confused. i really dont know what to do.

opportunity to become somebody.

or just stay a no one.

i need the right guidance...to make the right decision...for me.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

october's own.

:] i like to smile.[random fact i thought i would share with my family and friends.] yesterday was a good day.

i downloaded drake's complete album. Thank Me Later. i listened to every single track on the album. and thought i would give a review via blog.

i thought it was a deep album. he went in on every track. very slick flow. cece's interlude was mainly the only one i kinda sorta had mixed feelings about. its definetaly worth listening to. just may take a couple listens to fully understand. but im gonna listen to this whole album now . again.

and then i got some more good news twelve hours later when cudi released his first single off of Man on the Moon II: The Legend of Mr. Rager. the song is called REVOFEV[rev of ev or revolution of evolution]. the beat is amazing. but i felt lyrical who could have came way better. i made a youtube video about it in my previous post. but i love the song. and ill support cudder when his album comes out. Dream On!

earlier today me and my cousin got up at seven in the morning to go cut some grass. i hated it. the grass was up to my knees. too us until tweleve just to finish. got paid fifty dollars though so i guess thats gravy. time to buy a love, peace, skeet, and cheese shirt or a no racial shirt. or maybe some shoes. ugh. so much.lol.

im gonna start going to the track. start off easy. kinda sorta. 8 200s at 28sec pace.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

wake up. i heard they found a solution. where will you be for the revolution.

had to do it my friends. Peace and love by the way
Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

i need money. pronto.

there is a new xbox 360 coming out soons peoples. it is the baby of the old 360 named 'Kenetic" formerly known as Project Natal looks oh so glossy and im over here spazzing like a kid who just got his first boner.

i can convince my moms to get this if i dont have any money. or by the time it comes out i may be ballin. or someone will by it. i dont care who. im gettin it.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

p.s. any money makers wanna buy it for me? priscilla? chato? christian? ahaha. ill payback for this.

im livin' in that 21st century. . .

doin' something mean to it. . .

sup blog world. i was gone but now im back and i have the power.

my first week in new orleans=great.  i mean i could be doing alot more stuff. but just getting out of that house in liberty is the greatest feeling in the world. stress free. no joke.

what have i been doing the whole time down here? sleeping. going next door to my aunt's house to hang with my cousins. playing around with my little sister liyah. mowing the lawn [horrible. was so hot. and this is one big lawn.] messing around with my phone. trying to contact my uncle. and putting in contacts in my phone.

i plan on starting to hanging with people after i take the act on saturday. ya know. catch up on things. gonna hangout with my cousin jeremy next weekend. get into that little routine.

in the meantime. i think im gonna start running. i dont wanna get out of shape[i think its too late for that] .

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese


p.s. shouts to Denise 'Dennis" 'Cheetos" Delarosa. hahaha.

if you wonder why.

yo yiggidy yo. the kid is here. as always. with just a little update about my day.

i finally got out of liberty. thank you! in new orleans. feeling great. not a care in the world.
today was pretty fun. saw my cousins. watched them swim in the little pool. and chilled with em next door at my aunt's house.

i also had to buy a new phone. so i went to baller status on att and bought a HTC Pure. pretty shnazy. if you dont know what it is/looks like. just go look it up.

anyway. it should be here on monday. so thats when i start contacting people.

summer track in new orleans started two weeks ago. i dont know if i will be able to run. i will just have to wait until my uncle gets back from his track meet in baton rouge to ask him. if i cant run i probably will just practice with them to stay in shape.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

p.s. Great job to the lady jays soccer team. State Champs. great year for them. they are gonna be great next year too. only gonna be losing two players. looking forward to a repeat?

Take Off.

yoooooooooooo! its JaeJae DeLaGhetto[if you dont know by now. which would be very ludicrous]. anyway. today was very beast like. might as well said it had the case of dabeastliotis.

woke up. washed clothes. cleaned my room. then around 12. went off to the pool with my son michael, his girl erica, and stephanie. it was hot. but cool ya know. very relaxed at the pool. splashed around until christian showed up around 3. late. ha. so it was the five of us. chillin at the pool. the stephanie had to go to work. blah. haha. gonna miss her while im in nawlins. then michael and erica dipped shortly after caesar showed up. i decided to leave with them because i had another person to hangout with at 5. Jamila !

so jamila and i went to zona. went in hottopic and i bought a bomb reptar braclet. i swear i love rugrats. that is the only reason i bought that little $3.24 thing. ha. and after zona we went to chik-fil-a. saw cripple[hannah] and makayla. hardly working>hard working.

after i got dropped off from hanging out with jamila. i went down the street by christian's and we played on the box for a while until 9:30 ish to go to the movies. went and saw Take Him to the Greek. pretty funny movie. lol. 'i just beat the drum with the african face. :D" ohhhhhhhhhh so funny. haha.

gonna miss my peoples. flight leaves at 9:15 a.m. and lands in new orleans at 11:20 a.m. cant wait. summer is gonna be beast. i can already tell.

one thing though. just wish i could have hung out with scilla before i left. also nicole. ahhh. first people i hangout with when i come back.

Great Expectations-Diggy Simmons. good song to start off the summer with.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese


p.s. the lady jays soccer team won 6-1 today. championship is tomorrow. good luck to them.

p.p.s. i may have to get a new phone in new orleans. keep yall updated on that. trying to contact me? twitter. facebook. blog. email. boom.

up all night.

so today was the last day of school. SOOO BORING AND LONG! it was good though. got to see alot of people before i leave ya know. and after school. went home for about a minute then left to go swimming. party already. and we were fresh out of school. we ballin'.

then we went got something to eat. and went back to the party. and had to find someplace else to go and swim. [oh before i forget. saw my coach today. he has great eyes. crazy vision. lol.] anyway. we tried to find places but they were being poo so i hit them with that 'eat your heart out'. my new saying. phresh aint it

tomorrow. gonna start packing and cleaning up my room. right now im washing clothes and downloading music for the plane ride. then once 12 o'clock hits. . . im gone out the house for the rest of the day. first going to the pool with stephanie, christian, michael, and erica. last swim before i set to new orleans. FTH plan going to be into effect. lol. shame.

then gonna hang out with jamila at zona. super ballin. lol. then maybe a haircut from hossam. i need one. bad.

School-DONE ! summer. New Orleans-1 day. word.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

classics.

back in the golden years. [last summer] my my how much times have changed.lol. 329 views from first video. 172 from second. and 90 from third.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

im prince akeem. . .

royal penis stay clean . .

ahhaa. i like that line in All Talk-Kid Cudi ft. Chip Tha Ripper [AlmightGloryUS]

yesterday i had finals. easy. ha. thing about me . i dont like to study. so i dont. but i still do grand on test. like take american gov for instance. all you have to do is pay attention in class and make sure you get the info. sat down. logged on to the test. took me 10-15 mins. 50 questions. and i got a C. thats not good on my part. but hey. flying through a test like that. just think if i would have took my time and thought about what i was puttin'. A guaranteed. word.

anyway. today was good. only had one final. my comm. arts III final. aced it. kept my 91 in the class. mot.
tomorrow is the last day of school. i have to go to interview mr. chatlos for the newspaper next year. my first assignment. then i have to sell ads. who knew newspaper was so hard. lol.


after school i went home then my bestfriend chato came and scooped me up and we went chilled over his house. felt good hanging with my son.

School- 1/2 Day left. WORD ! New Orleans-3days left! wooooooooooooooooo. cant wait. so close i can taste the crawfish. :]

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

im prince akeem. . .

royal penis stay clean . .

ahhaa. i like that line in All Talk-Kid Cudi ft. Chip Tha Ripper [AlmightGloryUS]

anyway. today was good. only had one final. my comm. arts III final. aced it. kept my 91 in the class. mot.
tomorrow is the last day of school. i have to go to interview mr. chatlos for the newspaper next year. my first assignment. then i have to sell ads. who knew newspaper was so hard. lol.

after school i went home then my bestfriend chato came and scooped me up and we went chilled over his house. felt good hanging with my son.

School- 1/2 Day left. WORD ! New Orleans-3days left! wooooooooooooooooo. cant wait. so close i can taste the crawfish. :]

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

the warm up

just thought i should do this now before i forget.

these are my goals for summer.

1. do summer track.
2. get a job.
3. get $500 to pay back scilla. 
4. make a decision on where to live.
5. work out.
6. get a xbox.
7. have fun.  

goals in general.

1. be great at the 300m hurdles. goal for the first track meet. 39seconds. its gonna happen no matter what. 
2. keep a job. 
3. be happy. 
4. dont feel lonely. 
5. be a better Christian. 

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

every superhero needs his theme music.

both of my favorite artists leaked new songs today. first kid cudi-All Talk ft. Chip Tha Ripper then Kanye West-Power. amazing track. i suggest you take a listen. 

KiD CuDi - All Talk ft. Chip Tha Ripper & Christian Bale by thedopest op

Kanye West - Power by thedopestopdotcom

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

finally famous.

finally is famous is a lifestyle.

the kid has a new layout. its ballin. and got a new pic at the top of the page. i designed that ish. im just too talented for my own good i think sometimes. lol. but today. schooled. again. tomorrow i have first hour final. aiming for a D lol. all i need to keep that A in personal finance. haha. is it a shame to aim so low? naw not really.
haha.

and today i lettered for my academical [WOA! ACADEMICAL IS A REAL WORD???!?!?!? CRAZY. THOUGHT I MADE THAT UP. NO JOKE.] skills. 3.5 gpa. but now its a 3.6. word.

School=3 1/2. New Orleans=9 days. cant wait.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

p.s. Nicole Virgo. sup foosha. dont think i forgot about writing about you in my blog. we didnt text each other today so there is really nothing to talk about besides. Strawbopbopbberry. Strawberry Shortcake. lol.

the kid is a genius.

hahahah. soo uh. i really have nothing for real to update about. so.....today i schooled. balled after school with the neighborhood. pretty fun. felt like old times. and photoshopped. and the design i came up with is the kid cudi pic at the top of the page. phresh isnt it? i know. be jealous. ahha. nothing for real too big. was just a back up design i did today since i couldnt get the one i really wanted down. still looks good though. it was pretty easy.

but anyway.
School=4 1/2 days left. New Orleans=10 days left. woooooooooooo.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

Great Expectations.

this is the sound of throwin' pennies on the ground.

hey blogosphere. its the kid who runs this blog here. sorry i was away for awhile. but now im back

soooo. lets see where i last stopped. ehhhmmmh...

Saturday-woke up. ate. then went on my journey to the sectional track meet. got there. and it was hot as hail. but it was good for  a change because the past track meets were poopoo. haha. but anyways. had to wait until 2:50 to run. so i watched others run. 4x8 was disappointing. sad that they lost. supposed to just coast all the way to state. :| sad ending. but anyways. my mane B.J. Smith ran 110m hurdles and made it to state. good job. while the starters and all of the officials were on their break i was warming up. feeling good ya know. no worries. only thought in my mind. get a 40 or lower. Robert Crist gave me a four leave clover for good luck. put it in my shoe. and started the race. i dont know why. buut my legs just started to die on me. i was just out of it. started to see people coming around the 150 mark. and i just took myself out of the race. wasnt giving it my all. and just ended my season early. i could have pushed myself. but i chose not to. like an idiot. and now im not going to state. great job jaejae.

anyways after the meet. i had to break the bad news to my coach. was bad. just better luck next year.

Sunday-.....what did i do sunday.....ohhh. nothing at all. well. at least i think. idk. all i really remember was waking up at my cousin's house. then around 6 i got picked up. and went to monroe's graduation party at 8:30. i was one of the 8 people on time. lol. it was pretty good besides the fact i had to leave at 10:30 because i had school the next day. eff school !

Monday-uhhh. schooled. and no practice. felt weird. i really love track and i didnt have anything to do after school. so i just went to my son christian's house and we chilled. and facebook creeped a little. haha. but then later that night we went to the graduation of the 2010 class. we made that thing fun. saw people go crazy over seats. and blow air horns and was messin with stephanie. lol.

Tuesday-almost woke up late. was out of it. then michael arena was being a little punk and told my other best friend that i lost the earring she bought me. $400 dollars. he told me she was just mad at the fact i didnt tell her when it happened. but i doubt that. i think its really because i lost it. im sorry priscilla. if you're reading this. i promis ill pay you back. intrest and all. sorry.

later this tuesday[today] i turned in my uni. reality hit me. the season is really over. ugh. then i found out i couldnt travel with the team to state. wack!


downloaded photoshop cs5. pretty good. i was trying to do this design for the blog. i got it a little bit. but then i messed up. dont feel like messin' with it anymore. will do tomorrow though when i have nothing to do.

School=5 1/2 days left. New Orleans=11 days left. cant wait. :]

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

all the street lights glowin.

sooo uh sitting here listening to Kanye West's 808s and Heartbreak. cant wait till his new album 'Good Ass Job' comes out. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

so ummm. thursday it was rainy.  nothing happened besides school and practice. i took another ice bath as practice and the same thing happened. bubbles started to appear. conclusion-because of the detergent in my shorts.

friday[or today] schooled. got an hour early for year book signing. it was pretty fun i suppose. just walked around the gym looking like a loser with nicole. had to sign the sig next to my picture. pretty noice. hahha. it would have been better if they would have got my picture going over hurdles. not the 800 ahh well. then practiced. went over the hurdles low and got a good start. hopefully tomorrow at sectionals i do all the things i need to do to advance to state. it would be very nice to go to state as a junior. and to also see my coach die his hair any color the hurdlers choose and cut it into a mohawk. lawls.

anyway. i need to be getting to bed soon. i run at 2:50 tomorrow if anybody wants to come and watch. its at Blue Springs South. wish me luck. 40secs or lower.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.[this is what i signed next to my name in peoples yearbooks. lol.]

everday a star is born.

today. our softball team was smashin in gym. like any other day. think we killed them by 19. 24-3something like that. lol. they can handle us. sorry jared. hahah. me and christian are just to athletic for you. must be the extra calf muscle.

anyway. 11 more days until the end of the school year. cannot wait for summer to start so i can dip. and three more days until sectionals. hopefully it is not my last meet of the year ya ddig? if not you should have dug it.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.

untitled

when you ignore me, i feel a sharp pain deep inside. i try my best to cover it up. but emotions just begin to pour. i begin to wonder if everything in the past was true. but then i realize, that was just the past. and things can change in an instant. but me, i hope and pray that one day the past can repeat itself and things turn out my way. just to get that warm feeling when we sit next to each other. cuddle. just see each other even. without you. i dont know where i would be. you will always have a special place in my heart. 

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

what they been waitin for.

sup peoples. the kid here. back again. doing this blog thing.
today i got my letter to put on my lettermen jacket. pretty noice. wanna see?

boom. dar she is. lol. looks beautiful doesnt it.

and today. i got beat up twice. once coming out the locker room with no shoes on and i couldnt make any cuts to run away so i slid on the ground and they came punched my legs. :\ then the next time was at the end of the day and i was trying to run away but he caught me and i slipped in some water. what is water doing in the hallway. idiots. dang. 

went to track practice a bit. got about three starts in. then went to the dentist. they said i was doing good and give it another two weeks to see if they are going to take the splits out. the boy is good. 

so i did some analysis and tried to figure what the lane assignments were going to be for the 300m hurdles saturday at sectionals. so this is what i figured. 

Lane Assinments

1-JaeJae Shaw-42.32

2-Ben Harvel-B.S.S.-41.2

3-Darryl Holland-RayPec-40.4

4-Jordan Dodd-Blue Springs-38.5

5-Zach Gray-L.S.W.-39.3

6-Allen Gilbert-Central KC-40.78

7-Adrien Esaw-Park Hill-42.04

8-Dondrell Hardiman-Park Hill-42.35

i really have a shot if im in lane one. can see the whole field. make up the stagger real nice in the start. lets hope for the best. 

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

p.s. i should have my phone on today. but my pops doesnt wanna pay it until i come back from new orleans. kinda ish is that mane. :\ gonna try and persuade a little bit.

if you are what you say you are. a superstar. then have no fear. the cameras here...

im for real just feelin like a superstar at the moment. sorry people. i just have to gloat. 

so today was our track banquet. and people recieved honors and medals and letters. when the hurdle group went up. we got the honor of being the most improved[well in my book] for have a succesful year this year. i got my medals from previous meets:  

here is my medal: Fourth place in 110m Hurdles at Lees Summit. and i got a Fifth place medal in 300m Hurdles at Lees summit that looks exactly the same.

here is my 2010 MVP Hurdler medal. shining in gold.

sorry for the blur. but that is my Fifth place conference medal in the 300m Hurdles. boom.

boom. my third place district medal for the 300m hurdles. all-district. i like how its the smallest of the medals.

and i received this certificate to show that i earned my Varsity Letter in track. i feel so honored. lol.

well that is my track year. still not finished yet. have sectionals this saturday. . . and state? :]

anyway. tomorrow is the senior's last day. yeeeeeeeeeeeee. but they might try and beat us up. awwwwwwwwwww. not me. im runnin'. vroooom. hahha.

and had a talk with mom-dukes tonight. :'[ she tryna make the kid move. need advice on what to do. need to do whats good for me.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

Diggster

Young Diggy Simmons. cant wait for his new mixtape airborne.

Diggy- What They Been Waiting For from philthegod. on Vimeo.

Dopeness

my ssaturday was the dope son. had a fire time at the track meet. going to sectionals SON. mess with me. then hopefully state so that i can toilet bowl people. lol. 

but later that night. son had after prom at this high school. calvin and his dumb cousin couldnt get in because they tried to fake the school out. lol. dumb dumbs. should have signed yo cousin up. FAIL !

anyway. got there. raced in go karts. hit people in sumo suits[hossam and christian]. ate. obstacle course. and hypnosis. HYPNOSIS! since i couldn’t get hypnotized on stage i tried it from the audience. paid attention. almost did it but i laughed. lol. wouldn’t have been fun anyway like that. 

could/should have won many prizes. but the man picking names picked people who were on top instead of going to the bottom of the pit like a normal person. fail on his part. i wanted another laptop. but MIGUEL GUSMAN won somehow. rich boy dont need another laptop. probably got like five of em. at least i was gonna give this laptop away if i won the one they were giving away. 

all in all. after prom=the dopiest of the dope. cant wait for my senior year. act an ass. while being high class. lol.

oh yeah. i slept ten hours today.-success. 

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

minidate.

hmmm. just a little update for yall. ya dig dig?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. great day. ill explain later .haha.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
p.s. what was the point of this update?

Parents, Bus, or Taxi...

Parents, bus, or taxi. parents, bus or taxi. my pants are sometimes empty. parents, bus, or taxi. parents, bus, or taxi. parents, bus, or taxi. im broke but im still sexy.

Sup blogosphere. its the kid here. jubilant. Lebron is out the playoffs. so i can finally stop hearing the nagging.
got some hilarious tweets and pics out of the lose. haha.

anyway. that wasnt important. what is. is that im in heat 2[fast heat] lane 7. in front of the kid i've been wanting to beat all year. B.J. Smith[he's in lane 6 for you slow people out there.] gotta make top four to make it to sectionals. gonna run my heart out. leave it all on the line. come out as fast as i possibly can. give myself a chance coming off the curve. and just finish strong. because i know if im toe to toe with everyone. i can pull away. just hit the hurdles in stride. not too high not too low. just right. i run at 4 at Park Hill just so anyone wants to come out and see. on Saturday. :]

JaeJae Shaw advances to sectionals next saturday sounds good to me. how does it sound to you? i dont care what you think. its about what i think right now. and thats to advance and be the greatest. :]

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.
p.s. Thank You Tim Fritson for being a great coach. season isnt over yet. gonna keep advancing. make ya proud of the kid. haha.

patience is the key. the goal is the door. when the time comes. patience will come through and lead me to success.

“Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow - that is patience.”

—	unknown. but i bet he was one patient man. and great things comes to those who wait. like me. :D Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

gotta keep keepin on...

i feel like im closer to my dreams at the moment. track is going well. really hoping to make it past sectionals this year. my goal. what i want to obtain. and its very obtainable.
so i gotta keep keepin on.

friends are a no go. feel like a loner. where are they. we never hangout anymore. i know its somewhat because of the circumstances. but we can get around that. i think you just choose not to.
but i gotta keep keepin on.

school is almost at an end. sixteen days left. cant wait.
so i gotta keep keepin on.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

i see me and you....

in the future. the kid is on the grind to get a girl. summertime is near. time to chill with people. mingle ya know. 2 month plan. hahha. or maybe shorter. who knows. maybe my game is just in the clouds and i can get one like that. hahahah.

anyways. i downloaded this new nicki song. then a Drizzy Drake Rogers classic. july. great song. vocals are amazing.

i need my phone. sometimes i feel lost. i can live without it. but its just a hassle sometimes when i dont have it.

countdown to the end of the school year-17 days left. cant wait. just a matter of it getting here soon.
well im done. finito.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.

Mr. Incredible.

Sup blog world. i've been gone for a minute[9 days to be exact.] i was grounded so i didnt have my laptop to update my blog. im gonna try and remember what went on the days i was gone and update you on it. may be boring. just stay with me kiddos.

Saturday: so bored. slept until 4. woke up. showered. christian called and asked if i wanted to go to a basketball game. out in lawrence. so i went. got back in liberty at 1a.m.. i didnt even know we were going that far. so me. christian. josh alisma. stayed and jordan's house.

Sunday: got home at three o'clock p.m. . phone was dead all saturday night. walked in the house. got yelled at. then got my phone and laptop taken away. how wack.  then went did some landscaping. didnt get paid. . . yet. and that was it yo.

Monday. schooled. bored. practice after school. was gonna have a hard workout. went over the first hurdle. good. second hurdle. started to feel a pain in my hamstring. fought through it. finished. and my hamstring was killin me. went to the trainer. didnt pull it or anything. good. sat out the rest of practice.

Tuesday: schooling again. practice again. just come drills and pre-meet. raced marcus lucas because he thought he could beat me. he lost. and feel. hilarious. haha.

Wednesday: schooled.[kinda repetitive isnt it?] got out at 1:20 for a prelims at william jewell. didnt run 110m hurdles. needed to save myself for the 300m hurdles.  got 2nd in my heat. 41.81. almost pr'd. qualified though. noice!

Thurdsay. schooled.[whats new]. practice. nice easy kinda pre-meet. got home and asked if i could get my stuff back. he said maybe this weekend.[which i did. ha.]

Friday: schooled. all day. after school. caught a ride with mariel. shaquita. and christiana. we went to sally's to go and see my second mom. talked. caught up. then mcdonalds. son was hungry. kinda bad before a track meet. had 2 chicken sandwiches. large fry. and three cookies. meal for champs. as Ocho would say. went back up to the high school. didnt have my phone. didnt know anyone's number. thought i was stuck. so i sat there for about an hour. thinking of what i was gonna do to get to jewell in time. . . . . . remembered christian's number. he came got me a brought me to jewell. so 8:23 rolled around and i was off and running. my hamstring started to hurt coming to the second hurdle. just kept running. finished 5th overall. 41.9. was proud that i was doing so good with a bad ham and finished strong. top 5 in conference. :D hahah.

districts is next saturday. 39seconds is the goal? move on to sectionals. and hopefully state.

anyway.
Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.

'the story of my life be the makings of a real boy."

Made

bored. super bored. track meet was ehh. 5th overall in the 110 hurdles. and 5th overall in the 300 hurdles.
conference next week. really wanna get to 40 for conference. :]

uhh. searchin for new music.
Big Sean ft. Drake-Made
Jay Electronia-The Ghost of Christopher Wallace
many more. you dont need to know.

I really feel like i lost a friend. she knows who she is. havent talked to her in a long time. and i dont see how we can be best friends but you just cut me off like that. shit pisses me off. you just feel like you can control when you wanna talk to me and when i should be able to talk to you. its whatever though. i hope you're gonna miss me when im gone.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.

somebody order pancakes i just sip the syrup...

damn son. i cant believe this. i really feel like kanye west. cant understand a damn word im saying. shame. cant eat. barely drink. hungry.

well here is the story.

One day in Coach Stirtz 6th period gym class. a bunch of kids were on the turf field. they were playing aero football[kinda like ultimate frisbee. catch the ball. stand where you caught it. cant walk. try and score.] and JaeJae[thats me] was trying to play some good defense. and Lance[big head kid] was trying to catch the ball. so jaejae took off running toward lance. lance turned his head away from jaejae. jaejae then took on a face to back of the head collision with lance. he then hears a big rush of wind. almost a warp sound. and a flash. then next thing he knows his hands are on his face sitting on the ground. jaejae's friend Christian says people were talking to him the whole time but jaejae didnt know. blacked out. and here comes Stirtz. walking to jaejae's aid. smirk on his face. jaejae should have sl....ehhh....anyway. jaejae looks at his hands. bloody. blood coming from his nose. and mouth. bottom and top lip swollen[Josh Alisma buisness] left front tooth out of place. nto fully lose. thank god. so jaejae went to the dentist. got told he wont lose the tooth. and they can put it back in place with surgery. hes gonna need a root canal for the nerve damage done. then. the wire. gonna have wire on his teeth. shame. straight through the wire Kanye ish. [here is the damage that was done.]

yeah man. horrible right? so im sittin here with Through the Wire-Kanye West on repeat. drooling uncontrollably. STILL bleeding. to go to school or to not go to school.

Track Meet friday. think ill be able to run it? hells yeah. im a trooper. i better be. 

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
p.s. kids-try not to lose your permeant teeth. its gonna suck. that was going through my mind the whole time. toothless jaejae. :|

The Misadventures of Bobby Ray

Just remembered that B.o.B's album came out today. gotta go buy some copies. help fam out. been with him since Haterz. he make good ish.

everyone go get a copy of B.o.B Presents: The Adventures of Bobby Ray out in stores today.
remember remember the 27th of April.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.
p.s. went listened to a couple more of the songs on youtube. i recommend people definately listen to Airplanes 2, Don't let me Fall, The Kids, and Ghost in the Machine. life changers.

wowzers.

gonna be some heavy competition now in the 300m hurdles. Cory Thomason [click his name for his twitter] got a 42.4. thats a tenth of a second faster than my pr. 42.5. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. this is really gonna push me now to get out of the 40s now. thinks are going to start to get grimmy. cheap shots? naw. ha.

but friday is our last meet before conference. cant wait now. haha.

good new or bad news from mom-dukes today? i dont know. seems like both to me.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

story of a lonely stoner...

well these past few days have been iffy . had a track meet friday . 4x8 came in fourth . i was anchor ran a 2:05.my fastest of the year. then five minutes later i had to run the 110m hurdles. 17.9 . slowest time of my life time . disappointment. hour later. 300m hurdles. 43.4 could do way better than that. was aiming for 41.5 that day. could have achieved it if my legs werent worn. gotta do better. conference is coming fast. lets get to work.

saturday painted. got a phresh cut. then went chilled with my son christian and josh and played some xbox all day.

had practice on a sunday morning. kinda stuff is that. oh well. whatever it takes to get better. then slept all day. i guess thats good.

anyway. life needs to get back on track. slippin a bit.
Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

you cut me deep itch. cut me like surgery...

im too damn sleepy to blog. so ill just update for real tomorrow.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

dear blogosphere,
        
         I BOUGHT A WEBCAM TODAY! NOICE! gonna be making videos, youtubing. bloggin. chattin. gonna be awesome. lol. word son. word. got that meet tomorrow. Blue Springs. 4:45p.m. wish the kid luck. 4x8[anchor] got a bet that i will get a faster time than Tyler King. then right after i anchor i got the 110m hurdles. talking about exactly after. gonna be dead son. then later in the day 300m hurdles. gonna beast in that hopefully son. :D

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.

play this ish while you contemplate. . .

well. i was sitting here listening to Wale-Contemplate. then the song changed. Diggy-gotta make it out. . .and i began to wonder.
liberty really makes me mad. well not the people. just living in this house ya know. i swear. if i did not stay in the house, had a car, had a job, had money, everything. EVERYTHING! would be better. no issues. care-free living. just chillin all the time. making bank. buying what i want/need. ya know. but first i have to contemplate and find a way because i gotta make it out. those songs came at the right time. thank you itunes shuffle button. :]

anyways. had practice today. pretty easy. got a bit frustrated because of the hurdles. ahh well. do better tomorrow.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
p.s. im a hustla homie. second day in the row where i played basketball and earned ten dollars. anybody else up for a game? aha.

Mr. Rager

Dear Kid Cudi,
      Thank you for changing your mind on the concept of the sophomore album. Staying true to what you know and love and what made you who you are. Not like these other brothers who come into the game, say they 'change' their style for a bit , but never go back to their roots. but not you. G.O.O.D ish broski. [probably will never see this though. ahh well.]

Sincerely,
JaeJaeDeLaGhetto

p.s. Cudder & The Revolution of Evolution[creative as hell title and it just rolls off the tongue] changed to Man on the Moon II: The Legend of Mr. Rager[creative, but i liked the other title. understand you changed it because it felt more like a collab name for a title.] sounds good to me. still gonna buy it. August projected date? gotcha.

outfit of the week! or day. which ever. love it.

 Karmaloop.com - Global Concrete Culture-these shoes
Karmaloop.com - Global Concrete Culture-with this hat
Karmaloop.com - Global Concrete Culture-this hoodie

Karmaloop.com - Global Concrete Culture

 -these jeans
Karmaloop.com - Global Concrete Culture- with this watch

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese [since i forgot on the previous post]

trying to come uphant .

whats up blogging world. its the kiddo here. just doing a simple updatetaion today. had track practice easy. lost ten dollars before it though . kinda was pissed. gonna play for it again tomorrow.

uhh yeah. if you wanna see how i did at ku relays . click HERE  and go to kansas relays. videos . pictures . and the time sheets.

missed me?

im sorry bloggosphere. i was gone for two days. KU relays. results?
well in the 300m hurdles i got 27th our of 40 people overall. felt i could have done better. was hoping to pr at ku.

4x4 came in 33rd. we scratched 4 seconds off our previous time. felt fast running.
overall. Liberty Boys came in 2nd. which is great.
uhhh . more to come later. pictures. videos. etc.[whatever etc. may be.]

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

so imma push until the ending.

 KU RELAYS tomorrow son. just got back from a team dinner. three plates of pasta. talking about carb loading. good. im full.

washing clothes. adding music so i have something to zone to on the bus.

well goodnight peoples.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

...tried every sport just to impress all the girls...

son just chillin' here. legs elevated. zonin' out to the Cudder. MOTM one of the greatest albums of all time i tell you. i can sing a full song or just about 90% of each song. thats how many times i've listened to it. Addicted? i think so. haha.

track today was great. nice and easy. KU RELAYS TOMORROW!!!
wish the kid goodluck.


Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese.

HIGHLARIOUS!

Terry Crews is hilarious mane. dont care what anyone says. lol. i prove my point here with this youtube video. freaking amazing son. for reals.

GREATNESS

Music you should get to know and love...continued.

son just download alot of music today. a whole mixtape[wiz] two wale songs. j.cole. big sean. gudda gudda. t-wayne and travis mccoy. way more. dont feel like listing them all because yall might try and bite my music steeze.  well. i just wanted to share that.

Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese

Music you should get to know and Love.

My mane Wale [click name for his twitter] released a new song today. love it. Im ill.

you should listen to it. then go back and listen to Wale's old ish. im tellin you son. ish is on the rise. :D

Well here is the song. GREATNESS.

Love, Peace, Skeet, Cheese

Hello The Epitome of Creativeness.

so. many of you people know me. or you may not. really don't care. but this here. is another blog for the kid. rounding the total to three. i don't know yet. still deciding on if i want to keep the other two. delete one and keep the number at two. or just quit the blogging business[naw. to rational. i love what i do. ha]

so here is my introduction.

Jason 'JaeJae' Shaw

16

born and breed in New Orleans, but now i reside in Liberty. :|

music eases my mind.

in love with track.

has great friends.

:D

to close my blog. . .

Love, Peace, Skeet, Cheese.