Positive[s]-
- i made the top ten for homecoming king. so excited. going to be escorting Meredith Hughes. Hope we win. :] vote for me seniors who read my blog.
- I have a girlfriend. Her name is Nicole Smith. i like her alot. she makes me happy. :]
- rest in peace Clarence Lee, close family friend, going to his funeral made me realize life is short and the priest had me into it. though you are having troubles now, living life through jesus christ can get you through anything and will bring more postives.
i've been stressed lately. i can feel it and see it in my body. sluggish. tired. not on top of things. etc.
i have too much on my plate. family. friends[includes girlfriend] . school. track. job. clubs. sleep
i get very little of that now since i stay up to 1 or 2 in the morning doing homework and sorts. working 27 hours every week from the start is good from 'hey, at least im getting money so i can get stuff i need/want" but not from 'hey, i have to write a paper, hey i have to do this for my club, hey i have to see friends, ehy i have to work out" it messes with my schedule and with managers who dont care it sucks. i practically begged to get wednesday, thursday, or friday off for this week so that i can go homecoming shopping, otherwise i wouldn't have time, and they said i would be going out of my way to get you that. i was so pissed. thats why i hate working now. they piss me off.
another thing really stressing me out. is im not working out enough. i want to be dedicated, i want to be faster, stronger, more in shape, and a better all-around hudler than the next guy. but with my schedule its not working. last week i had to cancel a workout because of it and didnt get to work out until today. thats a shame. especially considering i want track to be my life.
but today, i turned to an adult i trust, tim fritson, asked him for advice on what i need to do to get things under control. he gave me the greatest advice i've received in a while. im going to test it out to see if it works for me. make a list of priorities. listing from most important to least. and complete them.
right now what i need to do, is finish this blog. do my homework. push-ups. shower. and sleep. then make a list in the morning of what needs to get done for that day.
Love, Peace, Skeet, and Cheese
p.s. or sidenote. i get jealous at things alot. i need to stop that. because this stresses me out alot too.