blog blog blog .

yo, where do i begin ? i have no idea . im just kinda going with the flow. just looking at the empty space where i can just fill words up with.

i need to work on my blog design

work-its getting better, my hours are getting shorter. bad and good thing. i get off work earlier, hangout with friends and ill have more time to do homework. bad, less hours=less money, and i dont play with my chedder . ahahah.

anyway , school is getting better . right now im sitting on a 3.0 i need to get it up . at least to a 3.8. i need to get to my average. i can do it. i know i can. im just lazy. i dont want to do the work, which is bad. at times i get serious, and my grades rise, then ill relax, and watch them fall. not who i am. i pay attention in class and get As and Bs , not Cs and Ds and Fs . i should really start to do more homework , meet deadlines , and actually do the work so that i can get to my goals , it'll only make things easier in the end if my work is done .

baylor and mizzou are colleges i've applied for , lsu and tcu are next , then other colleges .

track , offseason starts in two weeks . its going to be good for me , davies will have us running in those halls, and tim will get us hurdlers outside in the cold , and ill be happy . i was talking to jordan and christian the other day , telling them , i just love to run . its what makes me happy for some reason . if i had a choice , i would run everywh....wait i do have a choice , but then i would be tired . ahah . but running=happiness for me . got to the track , was all alone . had a great hurdle workout , and i was congratulating myself the whole time . 'yes, good one jason ,that was a good set right there. *claps hands* now lets get back and do better on the next one." thats what i was really telling myself , it was helping , next one , i would go harder and get lower and more aggressive and it would be better than the previous . and it got my mind off of alot of things , i was either just listening to my self breathe , sounds around me , or thinking about hurlding .

things with my friends , they need to get better . i want to be cool with everyone again . things to be l.... cant wish were things were like the past . i just want them to better , chato , son we've been separating , we need to hang more , wednesday. we go and get that nitendo 64. and we play the hail out of that game. we need to talk more, like the long talk we had at ming dragon , i was happy to be with you dude. priscilla, things need to get better with you, hate what you're going through now, i try hard to be there for you, you know that. you frustrate me,but i stay, one of us needs to get a car so you can get your vanilla ice cream. michael, you're still there kid. haha. christian and jordan we need to hang out more , we three rarely do anymore , lets go to perkins one of these days. nicole virgo same for you thug, we need to hang out more. for reals.

and as people know , me and nikki broke up . about two weeks ago, i liked her alot , it was unfortunate , things dont work out and stress levels begin to rise and you have to move on . but since then , i've been talking to kelsey madison , i like her . she's a good girl once you get to know her to be honest . many people judge before they get to know someone , and if you get past the physical features , and get deeper in the heart and mind you find out who someone truly is and thats how it is with her , of course i had people in my ear feeding me things about what she has done , but i was like i dont care . i want to get to know her for who she is before i pass judgement and im glad i did .

Love, Peace, Cheese
i turn 17 on saturday . . .

my happiness

is on the track. i feel free. doing what i love. hurdling. the only thing i think about is being great at that. everything else is just out of my mind and hurdling is what is. if i could hurdle while listening to music to mellow me out then i would probably be on cloud nine. i dont need stress in my life. my stress is small compared to others around the world. so i need to suck it up. be happy. and get back to my old self. happy. walking around. smiling.

Love, Peace