ill show you a glimmer..

Let's start off positive with this...*turns on indicud*

Positive note: still surrounded by some great individuals. I honestly couldn't be any more happy with the people I have in my life. The support is unreal and honestly couldn't ask for any more. I have people i can tell anything to. My job is going great and i love being in the current field i am in. always been sort of a dream for me, so it's perfect. My faith continues to grow. My love for the Lord is strong, even at such an early stage. I am just truly grateful to be loved by the Lord. that's the all time positive right there. something i will always realize when things are rough. Hopefully I am running soon, i've been working back at it slowly and if my body allows, ill be back at my old running weight. I long to be back on the track. It cleared my head, brought me peace, and just all around let me be me...while beating a few people in the process. I cant wait to be back in a classroom. I love to learn. It sucked not being in one for a while...like truly horrible. I found myself searching the internet to stay up on things and to not go insane. All is well though and hopefully all goes as planned with my education.

Negatives: whatever. they happen. not much i can do about them. wont elaborate on them. 

Roller coasters are usually fun when reserved for amusement parks. In this thing called life, they are usually a headache waiting to happen or an extreme high. It happens and we're accustomed to it. We realize it is God's will and He puts us on the ride he knows we can handle. For some, it may be a kiddie coaster. Others, you may have the most terrifying of them all but God is there to take care of you and will never let anything happen. That's how I am looking at this current situation I am faced with. I take the loops and the downhills knowing ill be alright. I hope i haven't lost people on this post just yet, most of you need to hear more about Him as is and hopefully still accept me because of my faith as i do you in your life. I digress. Back to the topic, life is tough, but at the end of the day, you lived. You faced another day on this beautiful Earth and things are okay. 

Closing remarks: thank yous are in order for all who still read this nonsense i call a blog. it just helps me deal with a lot of things. i always seem to write late when my thoughts are ramped and i find myself typing and backspacing a lot. heck, this one post took me an hour to write...and hey..stay golden, girl. also, im aware of the heart i wear on my sleeve. i like it there. im a very passionate person and have been for as long as i can remember. kind of hard not to when your mother raises you. im proud of it. it helps me realize a lot of things and makes life better honestly. i live it up. dang...immortal is playing again..i think that's why i almost went off about that...*turns off indicud*

Peace and Love